I FEEL LIKE

I feel like
some one brought a stick and over my head I was hit


I feel like
some one brought a knife and deep in my heart he put it down


I feel like
there is a big mass over my chest preventing me of taking a breath


I feel like
my self in a bad dream and there a monster chasing me and all he wants is to kill me


I feel like
there is nothing to be seen and it is impossible to have a dream

now I'm scared
I don't see any thing where is my sun and my moon ?why I can't see them any more

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I want to
scream .I want to cry.I want to let it out of my heart


I'm trying
to do something I know that I'm lying to my self which is absolutely bad thing
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